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Girl With Two Red Shoes

The easiest thing to do is quote part of her conract:

6 Month Contract to Your GOD

You will have your body ready for your GOD at any given moment he feels he wants to use it.

You will never ask your GOD for sexual pleasure it is a gift given from Him to you when He sees fit.

Initiating sex will loose you 1 IOU of GOD’s choosing and 1 “wank token” (see below)

Never expect to receive pleasure during any sexual contact between you and your GOD, if you do not have sufficient pleasure from what He is doing then it is your own fault and you cannot blame Him. Complaints will loose you 2 “wank tokens”

If your GOD requires you to take on the dominant role for sexual contact to take place, then this is a gift for you – you will again resume as the humble servant as soon as your GOD has expelled His pleasure upon you.
You will bathe and shave your GOD each and every Saturday as early in the day as feasible.

Your GOD will want rimming & pegging every Saturday night. Pegging IOU’s are only to be redeemed Monday-Thursday. (see below)

On your GOD’s birthday you are to arrange a sex gathering with no less than one extra female. There can be as many women there, but the is to be no men involved.

You will be given 8 of 12 “I.O.U”s that were written by you before contract was finalised, at the beginning of each month these will be things that you think you may want during that month. You may produce said IOU’ through that month and request things that you might need or want, they will need to be handed in at least three hours before the commencement. With a six hour time limit, giving you three hours to initiate renewal of said IOU. With you being able to use a max of 2 in any 24hr period. These I.O.U’s DO NOT carry over to the next month – if you are left with any at the end of the month then you must hand them back to your GOD. You will collect a new eight on the first day of each month,

Girl With Two Red Shoes

April 21, 2008   No Comments

A View from the Floor

An excerpt from a remarkable ramble that captures that pesky craving for intensity:

Still craving some mad, crazy, intense and horrifying pain and use and yet I’m craving intense sweetness and love at the same time.

I think things have just been very “middle of the road” lately. A bit of this, a bit of that but not enough of any specific to sate.

The last few times we’ve fucked it’s been very….

Hmmm….

I feel like a pocket toy.

Just a few holes he can wrap around his dick and be done with it.

Good, in some ways, since part of me feeds upon that sort of use but it would be better if he were more verbal about it, if he poked at the pain of it more.

Does that make sense?

I guess some people would simply thrive on it but I”m just kind of like… eh… yay.

The reality of it is I’m jonesing for some very verbal, slap me around, drag me around, put me in my place shit and when what I get is simple, rather unemotional use it doesn’t do much for me.

Which would be okay if he was like, “yeah, fuck you, it’s not supposed to do anything for you” but it’s not been like that.

A View from the Floor

March 7, 2008   No Comments

Doubleknot’S Ruminations

Doubleknot writes about her relationship:

I am a slave; Owned property of Master S. i have consented to give all authority over myself to my Master. We don’t have a contract with a time limit on this agreement.

We do not reside together. We are both married to separate partners and have families and as such will not disrupt the lives of the children. We live about an hour apart, meet on average weekly on a regular basis and are in daily contact.

Doubleknot’S Ruminations

February 29, 2008   1 Comment

BDSM Is Love

Sadly too many people don’t understand that there is no contradiction between D/s, S&M and romantic love:

My heart swells when I think of how lucky I am to have a Master, a love, and a companion as wonderful as my man. There is a part of me that will always behold him as the savior of my soul. When I was in a dark place he found me and brought me out into the light of his love. I’m am completely enamored of him. No one could say any different. We are affectionate in public, almost honeymooners in the amount of love we pour out on each other. It drips from us in our gaze and touch. I love it and hope that it never fades.

BDSM is Love

February 27, 2008   No Comments

Long-Distance Sub

From sub lyn’s About page (I wish more bloggers had those):

This new turn of events has been an amazing journey for both us. Neither of us has ever been in a D/s relationship before, so we are feeling our way along together. But I love him more now than ever before, a love so deep and so real that I am constantly surprised by it. We are closer than ever before as well, which brings with it its own complications. We are both married, and in open relationships with our spouses, each “primaries” to them and “secondaries” to one another. But we live in different cities and see each other much less often than we’d like (thus the title of this blog). Lately we’ve managed to be together quite a bit, but that can’t last, and we are trying to figure out how to maintain and grow what we have begun amidst the difficulty of distance and distraction.

Long-Distance Sub

February 25, 2008   No Comments