A Slave’s True Nature

An excerpt from an entry by MJ’s slave dealing with feeling owned within voluntary slavery:

So when i am defiant and attempt to grab back control it creates such a internal turmoil that i feel completely lost and terrified. Fear brings the fight or flight response and this slave has moved to the point that flight is no longer an option. So then that leaves fight. i don’t think so!! So with no flight, and no fight, what is left??

Passive disobedience and subtle (or not) disrespect. This is not a case of needing corporal punishment. Master made sure, early on, that His slave would never confuse punishment and play time. i have no part of me left that wants to be beaten for disobedience or disrespect. But i do want to feel Him take me, mentally and emotionally. To OWN me in the most literal sense. To show me that i do not ever have to worry that He will allow me to be the one in charge.

A Slave’s True Nature

Originally posted 2008-02-19 15:36:03.