Magdala’s Submission

It is difficult to chose the ideal characteristic post by Magdala: no female slave/submissive writes more eloquently. So I picked this one. NB the last paragraph.

Having his property dressed to his standards includes the clothes that make *me* feel pretty. He approves and directs each clothing choice. They are clothes of *His* choice. Funny though how when I come out of the dressing room all aglow with joy over this beautiful dress it always winds up being one we purchase. The more I glow and show excitement over a choice the more likely it is to be purchased for me. Funny how the clothes he chooses for me always make me smile and always make me feel good. This was his choice right? But it makes me feel good….selfish…yes. But ultimately, his choice, not for me to worry about.

I am a busy stay at home slave. There is so much to do to keep the house running smoothly. So many things to do, so little time for anything else. Housework, laundry, shopping for necessities, taking care of the pets, the lil’ones, the dishes it never ends. Funny though. It always seems that when the weather is really nice…there is a chore or task I am directed to do outside. Away from my “duties” away from my “inside chores.” Funny how that chore or task is something *I* really enjoy doing outside. Funny how I always feel so relaxed, so recharged after that. Funny how selfish it seems to do it on my own when I have so many other things to do….funny how none of that really matters.

Just two out of a hundred examples. Funny how if I followed societal norms I would feel those things and more were selfish and that I should not do them until my chores are done. Yet chores, life, is never done. The list is endless. By accepting selfish as a good emotion rather than a negative one, I am accepting *His* direction better than ever. How many slaves go througha power struggle when they try and force themselves into selflessness and wind up resisting Him because they feel a certain action is selfish? So because slave feels it is selfish she denies it to herself and thus resists Him and His desires. She is not serving him when she does that. Subconscious self control. It’s what happens when we deem something selfish and deny it. If it is self control, then it is not under his control. Interesting.

Magdala’s Submission