Marks of Pain

A good example of the cravings we masochists sometimes feel by rayynea:

I read some of my favorite naughty stories and I think..I want to be her. I want to be afraid like she is. I want to actually feel like I better do something, cause if I don’t Master’s wrath will totally break me. But Master’s wrath never comes down. I haven’t been afraid of “Master’s wrath” for who knows how long now. I’m not even sure He has one anymore. And no I don’t want a simple whipping. I want to be Afraid. I want to fear the repercussions. I want to know there is more to this whole damn thing than just me giving all the time. This is still a 2-way-street thing, right? Masters are still supposed to do things for us slaves, right? We give them our servitude in return for their domination, right? Why can’t we have stipulations on how we would prefer that domination to be? Why does it always start out “what are your limits” instead of “what do you want”? Especially now when I have no limits..does that mean I no longer am allowed wants either?

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Originally posted 2006-10-02 06:23:06.