The training of His slut

Good Girl talks about training and trust:

One thing Sir and I have talked about alot lately is failure. I felt like he was setting me up to fail by asking things of me that I could not do. Like the 5 to 7 hours in the yoke. Physically, I am unable to stay in the yoke for that long a time. But because I feel such a need to please him, I would’ve tried my hardest to do it. And when I failed, as I ultimately would have, the disappointment in myself would have been overwhelming, as it always is when I fail him. I know he’s going to push my limits, and I know sometimes I won’t succeed. But I just felt like there were too many instances of failure and that his demands were not reasonable. I know some might think that as a submissive I should never question my Master, I should just accept what he gives me, and how can I call something my Master demands of me unreasonable? Isn’t this what I signed up for? Yes and no. Yes, I hope to someday be able to take everything and anything he throws at me. But I’m not there yet, we’re not there yet, the trust necessary for that isn’t there yet. That’s what this training is for.

The training of His slut

Originally posted 2006-11-10 16:21:36.